I started to explore space inbetween & it turned into a personal exploration between meditation & what feels like an automatic way of being around movement and "doing" (which is tiring and ironic given im resisting a habit of movement that is quite healthy!)

micro fusion and Underbelly had previously been the space for these inquiries & now starting to feel like I've lost focus not having others to do this deep thinking with.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom.

I want to know who might be able to help bring words to the phenomenon I experience in these two worlds, the experience of slowing down and just noticing.

and for what purpose. Otherwise it occurs like more "doing" & I end up resisting.